Entries from October 2009

October 28, 2009

Such a long journey for this October.
The routine keeps happening,
Working and working.
from 9am to 9pm.
This is not helping.
We cannot blame the leads.
We cannot blame anything,
but just to call.
Frustration is the word.
You know I would have just smashed the monitor by now.
And the moment,
I just felt like bursting out.
Why is my job getting tougher?
Why is it [...]

October 6, 2009

I wish the night at Conrad will last forever.
You, me, and the cuddles.
Happy 4th Year baby!
It’s a long time to come.
Hope you like the little “buffet” (I guess it was really huge portion!) and the night at Conrad.
Hoping there will be more years to come.
And the little present, I know it’s not impressive.
I’ve made better [...]

October 2, 2009

the emotional war is getting stronger and stronger.
I’m getting more tired and tired.
Frustrated I am,
but what can I do?
Hoping for a reply from my friend,
I need to do a switch.
Something more relaxing.
I think it’s just me,
giving too much expectations to myself,
and giving too much wild imaginations to myself.
I think it’s time to relax and take [...]