welcome 2009.
goodbye singapore.
hello kuala lumpur!
tadang!
with my best buddies,
and my love!
sucha sweet!
4days of escape!
screw my job!

i guess in no time,
she’ll start putting down her book,
and snatch the laptop over from me.
and there she was,
bugging me to blog.
it’s been ages since I really blogged.
Too much to handle lately.
Work, life, and some unfinished stuff.
And not forgetting the festive seasons.
bleah!
It’s been such a blast!
Finally xmas is over,
done with all the wrapping up and [...]

it’s another week of work.
there are many things in mind.
nothing seems to go away.
piling up as usual.
what we just have to do is,
to live life as it is.
3.42am.
i should be in bed.
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sometimes you just have to pray that things turn out to be the way you want it to be.
if it doesn’t?
You’d just be probably [...]

it gets a little tiring.
it gets a little on the nerves.
no, very on my nerves.
the pretending that we play in our little mind games.
it’s always there.
ignoring it.
avoiding it.
shutting up.
we can get through our days easier.
drifting,
letting go,
i need to hold on.
i need to.
this time,
i can’t leave because of myself,
but this whole world is a killer that [...]

it’s been a long time,
since I got the meaning of “love”.
now you made me fall back again.
what can I do?
Falling down in your emotions again.
i love you.
and I wish you are next to me tonight.

it’s been ages since I’m home at 10pm.
Not my usual self,
and people ask why I don’t like going home.
I guess it became a routine not to be home early.
I guess it became a routine not to be alone so early.
Or,
Am I just avoiding those nagging at home?
Whatever it is,
I still don’t like the feeling of [...]

very random;
but I’m sucha sucker for Cosmopolitan;
not the drink,
but the magazine.
Must be due to the “Unsuitable for the young” sticker on it.
Anyway,
caught 2 films over the weekends;
“Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist”
“Zack and Mini make a Porno”.
Well, sounds rhythmic.
Well-spent weekend with wallet’s burnt.
Spent almost $150 on shopping,
not forgetting I’ve got almost $1.5k of bills to [...]

and i found the answers to certain questions.
one day,
I met a long lost friend.
I told her my very sad story which I was in dilemma back then.
She told me something that I guess more or less made an impact on me.
She said;
“Girl, sometimes that are some pain that’s avoidable. Like you said, liking a straight [...]