I can’t seem to make you mine – The Clientele (Song from “The Lake House”)
In the silence of the garden
Moss arizing on the wind
And the beast is pondering love love love
‘Till the rusty nail grow dim
I can’t seem to make you mine
Through the long and lonely night
And I try so hard, darling
But the crowd [...]

KL from 19th Dec – 23 Dec.
Finally we’re getting out for a holiday.
Finally!
Tix booked!
Now, counting down to 19th!!
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Emotional struggle at work.
Seems like before,
hate making decisions.
but whatever.
I can’t wait to finish this project.
It’s taking away my attention on other stuff.
Like say,
I’m very bothered with the work I’m doing during the weekends.
Fearing not able to complete and [...]

as I was walking to work on Monday (which was like 3 days back),
I kept thinking of the hours I’m working now and the pay I’m getting.
So here’s the calculations;
Previous Job Pay -> $1,750.00 (Working hours excluding lunch time – 8 hours x 5 days = 40 hours)
40 hours x 4 weeks = 160 hours.
$1750.00 [...]

and it just kept me spending and spending.
nice jacket for a nice weather – a gift from my cousin.
and the phone was given with the courtesy of my friends chipping in money to allow me getting this phone at a good buy from starhub @ $298 *$100 additional for recontract*
LOVELY!
And I went shopping today.
It never [...]

sibei busy!
Ok, it’s been ages since I blog.
And dang!
I’m officially one that ticks;
“21-25″
Fuck. No one loves being old.
Neither do I.
Really, it doesn’t really matter much if I’m 21 or 20.
The only difference?
Genting!
Will elaborate more on my birthday when I’ve got time.
In fact, over these few weeks,
many things have happened.
All the gossip and stuff,
Either I’m too [...]

me hate the toilet bowl.
me hate seoul garden.
me hate getting mc.
me hate terribly to report work on a Saturday!
fuck!
and the pain doesn’t go.
ggrhh
anyway,
we’ve decided to invest a camera.
Probie Canon G9 or Nikon D40x.
G9 feels like heaven,
the weight,
the lens.
FANTABULOUS!
Thinking of the lens that’s resting at home,
are such a waste!
they cost $700+!
The price difference is only by [...]

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开 我知道更简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
jay’s new song.
it sings my emotion.
had a really hard night last night,
but i hope it all comes to an end.
be it the bed,
be it the coversheet.
you’re still the one.
i wanna be your rainbow..