when i really have the temptation to blog,
i think i really need to gather my words and pin it down.
feeling a little suffocated at my work place.
let’s say I haven’t been really enjoying my weekends for 3/4 weeks?
and seems like everyday I’m working.
I’m spending very little, or not,
I didn’t really have much time to spend [...]

finally!

so busy lately.
barely blogging anymore.
=X
all i need to update is,
i had a wonderful gathering today with my 10 years OLD friends, whom are still counting on the days of our friendship.
We went to Raffles hotel for a meal,
because Wen will not be able to make it on my birthday.
They treated me to Seah Street Deli.
Bill [...]

3 weeks,
and i missed all weekends.
feel fucked.
working load is killing me.
need a good escapade.
till then,
7th nov.
wth!
=X
I hate being the
“star” of the day.
I need a remedy for it.
good night.
i’m dreaming rapture.
i’m dreaming wcg.
knn!

never felt weekends so burnt out.
event for 2 days,
and then monday at sentosa.
This company is killing me.
I’m losing time with my love.
Trying not to let her feel neglected.
Trying to squeeze every little minute for her,
is my first priority now.
i’m dying to go for a holiday with her.
waiting for this saturday’s interview as a piano teacher,
i [...]

Baby..
ME LOVE YOU.
ME MISS YOU.
ME NEED YOU.
YOU QUICKLY COME HOME!
=D
Going through thick and thin,
I think that’s what love is supposed to be.
I’m missing your essence in bed.
Quick be home,
and talk about love.
=D

oh well, pardon the irregular updates.
been busy lately with
work, birthdays, and arguments with my love one.
and “dang”!
I’ve finally got the time to really type something
past few days were really tough.
some struggle here and there.
emotionally unstable.
within a short period,
breakup initiated,
and all the
“I feel like killing myself” thoughts just kept flashing back.
Simple,
the ablilty to live on without [...]

I was really over-confident that I’ll fail my piano exams.
With those little practices,
and all the last minute work.
The constant preaching from my teacher,
I had my very low self-esteem carried to the exam hall,
with additional of my SUPER NERVOUSNESS,
I was grabbing the chair so hard.
And never did I realise,
I managed through my exams,
with a PASS!
It was [...]

birthdays are a killer.
now mine’s gonna be next.
all i want for birthday is…..
haiya,
lets be general ok?
iPHONE!
Melting like icecream..
=D
Oh yes,
she bought me Ah-Mei Concert!
FUCK FUCK FUCK
I’m going to Ah-Mei’s Concert.
I felt being pampered like a kid.
hehehe..
till then,
3 weeks to countdown.
Turning 21!

and that sms,
“huh, why so last min again? What happened? to be fair, it’ll be unpaid leave k.”
i’m not angry over that why so last min again.
and taking urgent leave is not really much of a big deal RIGHT?
oh whatever.
Sometimes I feel that when one starts to work,
when you tend to let your boss steps [...]

DISAPPOINTED
fuck.