weak-ends

and then,
finally after so long, we managed to catch “200 pounds beauty”.
It was really nice,
especially when these kinda impacts hit on us hard.
I don’t deny I’m fat.
so?
what’s given to us are just meant to be.
Even if I become slim one day,
it just happens.
regrets are human conscience.
guilt comes next.
but whatever it is,
this movie is really nice.
The [...]

fucked up mood

this is pretty weird.
but i think i need to blog this.
since there’s a doubt of knowing what’s my maturity level.
As a respect of being as a “family”,
I think telling friends that how bad I am,
is definitely called “NON-ACCEPTANCE”.
And what’s your level of understanding being so judgmental,
on my attitude and behaviour towards the reality.
I account for [...]

ok, I’ve never felt the morning so long before.
the office seems to be like a ghost town.
I’m the only one in the office,
some has gone on leave, and some has gone to do documents.
I’m bored here.
In fact it was a really tedious morning.
to fight with my emotions and the beehoon I ate.
Sorry, but this is [...]

all these emotions,
proves I’m still thinking.
whatever it is,
I’m gonna pull through this lap of obstacle.
I know she’ll be there for me,
when I’m home.
Be there when I always wanted her to be.
I know she will.
Don’t fail me =D
Back to work!
now I need a replacement.
ANYONE?

when things change

was in an adrenaline rush to blog,
but now it seems like all the cells are gone.
complexity of emotions and dilemma.
if times, things could be just “THIS” simple.
but only “if” exist.
After all the struggle,
I managed to tell my boss about my resignation with a pumping beat.
In fact, it was tough to even psycho that job hopping [...]

after reading blogs,
i decided to blog after such a burn-out weekend.
We had our chalet,
1st night with the family and friends,
2nd night with my friends and my love.
So yes,
it was fun and LOTS of fun!
with the bbq and stuff.
I’m trying to keep words short,
cause’ I’m too lazy to elaborate much.
and good news!
I’ve gotten my confirmation for [...]

L word and us

I wish.. I wish..
Every night’s L word’s NIGHT!
It’s like a slow dancing night,
having you,
and the lesbian bimbotic show playing on the tv,
you and me..
we had more than just watching.
after sex women = grumpy and tired women.
We are both very grumpy women.
at least… at least,
we got something to look forward for this weekend.
YOU AND ME!
and the [...]

why are there people flirting around,
and trying to sleep around
with someone
in or not in a relationship,
when she’s talking about karma now?
So look who’s talking?
Sometimes I just don’t seem to understand,
why are actions and words never able to link.
There are some things which are exceptional.
but when it comes to loves and scandals,
I think I’d better watch [...]

I’m already missing you.
I can’t wait for the NEW bed!
I can’t wait for the cuddling session!
I simply can’t wait to go home,
just to see you =P
the bed,
the you,
the me,
the us.
and SUGAR!
now sugar can’t invade my sleeping moments.
cause I’m higher than never!
=)
Time to bang the piano!

and we got OUR bed!
ok this is the second time I’m typing this.
I closed my window accidentally.
Now I have to re-type all over again.
anyway,
we were very looking forward to the new bed, i think?
me or her? or us?
whatever it is,
we tried finding flaws for the double deck bed,
but we failed to.
it was too perfect that,
we [...]