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it’s a labour day!
those that’s been working hard – KUDOS everyone!
i’m not one exception,
i’m a working mate,
so i deserve this day.
2 more months,
i’ll be working at my workplace for a year.
time really flies.
thinking back on how i tried to learn my work,
now handling it without any difficulties.
and i seriously can’t wait for school to start.
the [...]

the packed weekend

finally the weekend has come to an end.
a very packed one.
phantom,
birthday,
and billard.
and that ended for the saturday.
singing,
took up the whole sunday.
phantom was okay only.
it was so extravagant as I thought.
i’m on the comparision of the london’s Phantom and the one I just watched.
Maybe I shouldn’t ask too much,
but the ending was quite a disappointing.
Summarizing it [...]

saturday boredom @ office

it’s not very nice,
when you have to come back and work on a Saturday.
Now it’s still very quiet,
because that pusher is still not here yet.
Well, I woke up pretty early (at least much earlier than yesterday),
and I had to take a cab to work,
cause I was really really very late.
It took me almost, close to [...]

bleah

One word, that’s all you said,
Something in your voice caused me to turn my head.
Your smile just captured me, you were in my future as far as i could see.
And i dont know how it happened, but it happens still.
You ask me if i love you, if i always will….
Well, you had me from hello
I [...]

friday’s happiness!

this is really tiring.
it feels like a soul fight.
i really tried to tolerate your nonsense,
but i can’t
i simply can’t.
i don’t like being pushed around,
not saying that i’m not a workaholic.
I’m very sure that I’m one workaholic.
but if I’m doing too much of your work,
I don’t see the justice of getting my pay right,
when you get [...]

the accumulations

when all the negatives came running away from you,
the day starts with a better one.
those terrible emotions,
those teary eyes,
i know it’s just me that feels this way.
I’d probably missed you too much.
I’d probably spent too little time with you.
I’d probably so much to share with you,
but no one was there to listen to me.
I need [...]

when it becomes emotional

and after such a long time,
i managed to import all my blogspot’s posts over.
contains 971 posts,
from year 2004.
How can I forgo such a long diary.
it’s been with me.
from falling in love,
to losing the one i love,
to falling in love,
and falling another without faling out from the previous,
and school work,
and practically memories.
i don’t think i can [...]

after awhile

After awhile I learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And I learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company,
and it doesn’t mean security.
And I begin to learn kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises,
And I begin to accept my defeats with my head up and my eyes open
with the grace of [...]

emotions fight

Dear Rachel,
when i’m writing this with my eyes close,
i know it’s me that’s doing the thinking.
allow your superficial to rest for a day.
you know you can never beat the world of emotions,
that’s hiding within.
when my inner speaks,
my body’s dead.
when my inner feels,
i could not sense anything within.
and when i close my eyes,
i could feel the [...]

my first

when i learn to write,
this is where i start.