Entries from June 2006

June 30, 2006

Turn your anger into lust, I’m still here but yo…

Turn your anger into lust,I’m still here but you don’t trust at all,And I’ll be waiting,Love and sex and loneliness,Take what’s yours and leave the rest,So I’ll survive,God it’s good to be alive.

Angry music in the afternoon keeps moody people awake. addiction to sky.fm – pop hits. omg! but in any case,life’s too good just [...]

June 28, 2006

i still miss my camera, i miss photoshop. but fo…

i still miss my camera, i miss photoshop. but for the sake of money, i chose to give up whatever that i once loved to do.
at least i don’t need to spend my mum’s money anymore.
i’m employed.
but i’m still scared.
that many issues will soon to cope up.
especially me [...]

June 26, 2006

a wholeful day with all my thoughts running, que…

a wholeful day with all my thoughts running,questions and answers,with my mind battling all those questions,and my heart with all the answers…
how controversy can this be?
is it clearly been shown that,a change will soon to occur.
i stod by my thoughts,i halt it all,and choose not to think anymore.
all the questions and answers,never seems to satisfy [...]

June 25, 2006

the sudden urge of agony just kept running in m…

the sudden urge of agony just kept running in me,i held back my emotions and pacified myself for the better.
no, i’m not a pushover.yes, i do have emotions.and yes,words are extremely sensitive.
every slightest words that has verbally hurt my agony,will not be spared off,that only hatred empower its self-deficiency.
silence and smiles are superficial behind the [...]

June 23, 2006

human kills human with the ability of speech. doe…

human kills human with the ability of speech. doesn’t defend, doesn’t mean one’s weak. it’s the cultivation of moment when you learn to understand viewer’s point of view. i shut up, and stod by all the words you said to me. i took pride to them, understands them, and cough it out back to you. [...]

June 22, 2006

When two souls, which have sought each other for…

When two souls, which have sought each other for, however long in the throng, have finally found each other …a union, fiery and pure as they themselves are… begins on earth and continues forever in heaven. This union is love, true love,… a religion, which deifies the loved one, whose life comes from devotion and [...]

June 19, 2006

‘ i fuckin hate crying! don’t make me feel…


i fuckin hate crying!
don’t make me feel lost please.

June 19, 2006

suddenly, i felt i know what i’m doing and what …

suddenly, i felt i know what i’m doing and what i’ll be doing. i’m too tired of saying yet no actions. i’m tired of all these. i’m gonna do something.
i still wanna achieve my ambition. i’m sure i can still do it.
keane’s music is very much disappointing compared to their previous album -booo- in [...]

June 16, 2006

I hope all my days will be lit by your face I …

I hope all my days will be lit by your face I hope all the years will hold tight our promises I don’t want to be old and sleep alone An empty house is not a home I don’t want to be old and feel afraid
I don’t want to be old and sleep alone [...]

June 15, 2006

been missing some actions lately. world-cup feve…

been missing some actions lately. world-cup fever is going on, so am i. and yes, i had my own fever for burning my fingers, and i’m not gonna touch it “privately”
anyway, had been “camping” over at my baby’s house with lover for late-night watchin of balls. was anticipated enough and it just kept me from [...]