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Ok!~ my bones are almost dislocated… fell hard on myself for learning roller blading. never mind, i went down on my knees when i was going down the stairs. my left ankle is like UBERLY in pain! my right hand too! In fact, my body is aching everywhere. Wtf! sigh… but still trying not to [...]

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Carrie’s doing something! Carrie underwood is finally out.. with her solo album. Contemplating of getting it, though i have all the songs in my com already! wahahah… I MISS MY BABY! -hibernate-
This really cool lyrics… Lesson Learned – Carrie Underwood
There’s some things that I regret Some words I wish had gone unsaid [...]

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the sudden urge of loneliness. Simple enough, my baby slept damn early today… 11pm? i don’t get pampered with sms, nor her voice. i can only see time passing by, hoping she’ll drop me something sweet to let me fall into my sweetness of dreams. well, i’m just dreaming!
felt sudden awakard… past [...]

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the ABBA craze is back for me!
Is Mr. Cunt still on it?
wahahah!
=D I’m a little too off! It must be the festive season that’s working on me! oh yea! Oh yes,
Rache’s gonna be hungry for the night! No one’s home to cook, neither anyone is buying food for me! Time [...]

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“Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future”.-Paul Boese
Saw this quote in my friend’s blog, and realised this is rather true. When we never learn to forgive, the future will never come to us. Phew, I hope my future revolves me and you. Just wanna let you know that you mean [...]

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I hear the sound of your heart beatingDon’t stay away I know what you’re fearingJust hold me close, don’t be afraidThese arms won’t let you heart breakJust ask me girl, or I surrenderI make love to you, so soft and tenderI promise you that every breath I takeThese arms won’t let your heart break
These eyes [...]

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We said we’d walk together baby come what mayThat come the twilight should we lose our wayIf as we were walking a hand should slip freeI’ll wait for youAnd should I fall behindWait for me
We swore we’d travel together darlin’, side by sideWe’d help each other stay in strideBut each lover’s steps fall so differentlySo [...]

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melly/very sad christmas.. well.. it was a nice xmas eve… but not a happening xmas. it took me 3 hours to wait for a santa to appear. that’s me! i’m the black santa of the night. she pissed me off by drinking and got drunk…
i’m the black santa, she’s the drunk santa. to think we [...]

for you, with love

sometimes when you knew this is gonna happened, you still chose to speak it out.
gladly enough, i told my mum the truth about my partner and i bet she went hysterical. and now she’s putting me under alot of pressure about acceptance. she still can’t accept the fact i’m just simply different from people. [...]

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teach me how to keep soomeone you love safe and sound by your side all the time, and not to get paranoid by her missing actions… and her wandering soul. just wanna learn how to keep you close to me… i know this is selfish…
but it seems like i can’t afford to lose any [...]