Categories of Friends;

1. Some that make you laugh and be de-stress
2. Some that make you “can’t be bother” – I mean they are not in the friend list i mean

I thought I only had these 2 kind of “friends”.

Now I have another category;

3. Some that make you hungry even when talking, reading blogs and… WTH! and of course make you laugh and be happy around them.

And that category 3 kind of friend that I’m referring to is my “hannenasayoo” friend – TXL ( I hate your blog that always makes me hungry!)

These are the people that make merries in your life, even if for a short period, it’ll always be remembered!

and yea, yesterday was Citibank’s 1st Appreciation Day. Something like a day to appreciate and thanking people for the help or whatsoever they have help you? So apparently, everyone in the team got a sunflower and a little note from our Team Leader. Sunflower makes people happy, and the person is me! Because I adore sunflowers

Looking at the countless Sunflowers they gave out together again, made me joyous. But the day at work was horrendous. Had to get through a struggle of not hitting target that I set for myself, and stressing on my finance since we’re making our taiwan trip after so long and tedious planning!

Sometimes thinking back, I really appreciated those helps from people that crossed my path and giving me guidance when I needed help from. I’m feeling kinda emotional because I’m really grateful to those had made my life full of memories and happiness. Thank you! And I gave 2 appreciation notes out today. 1 is to my 138, the other is to my manager. I doubt this is sucking up, because if I will to suck up, I would have given to someone else.

It’s another 18 more hours again, before I can see my love! It’s almost 2 days since we last met. Our lives have more or less changed quite a bit. Now we’re staying at our own place, only meeting up maybe 3times a week? Comparing to before, it was like everyday! We’re also saving money in the meantime!

We’re saving for our love nest! Wee, and we’ll do it together yea!

*iLu! Can’t wait for the weekends!!!

PISSED!

fuck the 愛烏及烏!

So pissed! I don’t owe you anything! Don’t fucking talk to me with that kind of attitude! Pui!

They say respect the elderly. Ya right! You don’t even gain my respect. Anyway I don’t benefit from you in a way or another. Tolerance level is there! I didn’t do any wrong.

Go bloody hell fly kite! I will never come your house if unnecessary! My house facilities are so much better than yours!!!

I’m pissed! And I don’t need a reason to respect you!

KNNBCCB!

It’s almost 18hours more before I can see her!

and you know I can’t wait!

I was tidying up my desktop when I found this screen shot I took when I was chatting with my friends;

Apparently I told Darren to fuck off, and he replied…..

“LOOK”

and you know they are the pillar of walls when you need laughter and happiness.

Happy 10th years and counting!

It’s a monday morning, knowing that I need to wake up at 7.30am and get my ass to work and doing everything all over again. Something I hate and detest looking forward to! Now, the weekends came and left so quickly.

Been cuddling at home with my gf, and time was such ample that we started quarreling for unintended issues. Went out for a spin on a Saturday night, with food, catching up and laughter with some friends. And then there goes the Saturday. Sunday was even worse! Slept till 12pm, got my ass up for lunch and went back to lala land till 3pm. Blame it on the rainy day! It was sucha nice weather to sleep when you know, the weather is sucha bizarre lately!

I had a lazy weekend, and now I feel so awake! Apparently, I slept too much over the weekends. Tell me I’m just 6 hours more to reporting to work! Fabulous! Now, I’m counting down to 9 months before I swipe my ass and look for better opportunities. I told myself, 2 YEARS! And I wanna move on to something more exciting, and probably I will head to studying because my mum has been bugging me to “improve” myself!

When I start telling her about the cost of a degree, she apparently CHANGED topic! Fabulous! Well, I guess I should be able to support my own studies.

Till then, a video to end with;

“ 想      -      是你我之间的距离 “

It’s 2 days in the row leaving office early. Yesterday was 12pm, today was 4pm.

Sucha a sweet! And feeling very satisfied hitting the target I set for myself at the month end, but apparently due to my carelessness, I’ve got a deduction of 25% upon my incentives.

FUCK IT!

Well, I spent the night at my gf’s place. She has moved back leaving me alone in my room. Apparently, going back her place isn’t easy. Fighting this emotional war with her mum that always gives me that charcoal face like as IF I’ve offended her! Fine, blame on the sexuality, but at least I didn’t do any wrong towards your daughter. So at least, be GRATEFUL! And not only that, I’ve even gave in even your grandson stole my money.

Whatever it is, the saying goes…

愛屋及烏

I’ll just have to tolerate and pretend that nothing is wrong. Stupid isn’t it? But whatever!

Well, finally we managed to have some personal space last night after such a long period at my house. Counting down to Friday as she’s gonna be over at my place! I guess it’ll take some thing for us to get used to such period being not with each other. I guess we are too used being together for almost everyday. It’s just another learning phase!

And no matter what it is, it’s another few more months to our big 4!

And you know

I love you soo…..

The difference between me and her;

I read Bimbotic magazines, She reads romance stories.

I read about reality issues while she read FAIRY-TALES.

And they say opposite attracts. I guess that’s the reason why we are still bickering now and then over stupid issues like me looking at the computer more than looking at her! Some silly issues can at times lead to loving moments or it can even lead to major issues like SECURITY which what we are facing recently. I guess this is just something missing out at times when you realised this whole thing is far too much perfect.

Isn’t it?

Well, I don’t know. But I believe as long as everything’s so far so good, be blessed! (Hear me? )

Been very addicted to Cosmo lately. I just completed the UK Edition and now I’m at their Aussie Edition. Being an “in-between” woman, reading magazines like this is really rare I guess. In fact this month Aussie issue is really interesting as it talks from, Guys watching porn behind their partners, to Hypnotising for a better course, to “Spot me G-SPOT” (which is always on repetitive because it’s like always the talk of all girls), to “Finding new spots to good sex” , to “Sizes of general man”

I guess these are all the interesting articles I would love to spend my time on. And not because of I’m deprived from sex or I’m Horny (If you insist on using this word), it’s something that you know local magazine will never rub too much on, and you need all these as a general knowledge before people makes you a laughing stock.

Whatever it is, I’m always an addict to Cosmopolitian. I realised I’ve got Bazaar and Vogue sitting on the shelf. It’s always self-satisfying with magazine purchasing!

It’s a Monday.
And another week of work is coming.
You know it’s always dreadful.

How I wish I’d love my job.
But I know I can never lie to myself.

I HATE MY JOB!

And I’m tired of being to smile when I know I’m not.
But I’ve gotta bear this through.

Most importantly,
I’ve lost a friend/colleague out of a sudden with her running away with my money of $160 plus my collectibles of DVDs.
I hope she’s still alive at least.

This is getting bizarre.

WHY?

Good night!

Sometimes it gets really disgusting that how we can play around with the emotional war without blinking our eyes.

Now I’m starting to question myself.
Now one month has gone down the drain!

Bad things will come to an end soon!

Especially when people start making use of me,
thinking I’m dumb enough to play along.

That’s when I start to put up a wall of friendliness.
We should not start giving chances to people.

And now I know why the walls of mine got so high.

———

Sorry for neglecting you.
Sorry for not giving you security.
Sorry for all the tears.
Sorry for all the small little things that I did not make up to you.

Sorry,
but I still love you.

“Always will…..” – your silly.